Haunted Lunacy Poetry

We took our vows at the alter, promised to love and never falter. Sealed with a kiss, till death do us part, little did I know that  you would rip out my heart. Time went on  and years went by. Slowly our love, it did slowly die. The time has come, for this union to end. Wasted years, we’re  now only friends. With a poison kiss we both said I do, a slow painful death  is all we went through . On this blank piece of paper I write with  my pen a vow to never  get married again.

There’s a emptiness inside, a deep screaming void , a longing desperate need, for a heart, a heart that isn’t mine. Sobbing screams of wretched pain, escape my lips, piercing  the darkness, this heart of mine has gone insane. Save me! Save me from the whispers, the whispers that only  say her name. Fingers wrapped  around my heart, a gentle touch  of searing pain. Oh God please, please hear  my cries, still this beating broken heart.  Silence my unending sighs.

Bricks stacked one by one, / building walls to make me numb, / hide my breaking heart.

In everything that I say and do, my heart will be waiting, waiting on you . No matter where you are, or what your going through , You will have a place in my mind, and it’s waiting too. When you find love, Even if it’s not me. My soul will still wait, for all of eternity .

Building my walls high and wide, protecting what’s left  of me inside. Each new day brings a brand new brick, to hide this heart  that’s lonely and sick. Someday when love  seeks me and calls, I will be safely fortified,  behind these walls.

Waking breathless scream, / nightmares dwell beneath my skin, / calm them with your touch.

Brick by brick my heart slowly disappears. vanishing from the world forevermore.  No longer will it see the light  of day, or be on display for  all to ignore . trampled under foot it will no  longer be, safely hidden  behind my walls, within the   cage inside of me. So brick by brick, day by day. till I no longer feel this way.