Haunted Lunacy Poetry

True love is a lie told by a devil with the most beautiful eyes.

I’m drowning in you, / gasping for my final breath, / sinking to my death.

Christmas depression, / sleep the merry day away, / ghosts invade my head.

I have let you go, / my heart is no longer yours, / goodbye sweet Angel .

Fuck me up again, / my heart is almost destroyed, / please finish the job.

My heart keeps beating, / in spite of the piece hanging / from your bloody lips.

You taste of poison, / so sweet to my wanting lips, / death by an Angel.

Wanting and needing, / you abandoned me bleeding, / oh how you hurt me.

A promise to stay, / the poison lie on your lips, / take my heart with you.

My sweetest angel, / the one that mattered the most, / now a bitter ghost.

The angels hand slipped  away, I had to let her go, and oh how I fell for her, fell into this hell I know . The darkness and despair, they comfort me at night, as sorrow whispers sweetly, it going to be alright. The demons lips, they kiss my flesh, and burn it all away. this skeleton is all that is left of the man she once betrayed. A tormented soul I will be for  all eternity, with a broken heart I reach once again, for the angel that abandoned me.

Come back to my heart, / I will let you back inside, / destroy me again.

Fuck you for ripping my heart  from my chest, for all this pain you did create. Your angel eyes, they drew me in, your devils smile, it sealed my  fate. Your icy fingers caressed my skin, as I dropped my walls and let you in, then silently you brought me to my  knees, and with a firm grip you began to squeeze, but still I would not let you go, in spite of the pain I loved you so. You were a demon just like the rest, so fuck you for ripping my heart from my chest. The sad part is I would let you back in to start this death all over again. I would relive all that you put me  through, fuck you for making me fall in  love with you.

I wept for your ghost, / suffering without your touch, / silence is so loud.

Presents wrapped and placed under the tree, but there is nothing  wrapped that belongs  to me.  Your arms are all I long to feel, but your ghost is the only thing that is real. So I sit beside the tree and cry, and pray that you would just reply, for you just simply  walked away, and now I’m all alone on Christmas Day. I can never have the one thing I have wanted, so tonight I will spend  this Christmas haunted.

Christmas mourning tears, / your ghost my only present, / alone and haunted.

Anger consumes me, / I wasted my love on you, / your heart is my grave.

Silent screaming soul, / no words to describe my pain, / tormented within.

So fucking lonely, / does anyone even care? / existence is pain.

I will forget you, / someday I will heal within, / be still broken heart.

The burden you bear, / wears a face as sinister / as my own. Hate me.

Never feel again, / cold, icy, walls surround me, / guard me from her touch.

Sadness creeps within, / wrapping it’s fingers around / my heart, squeezing tight.

Does anyone fucking care? No! No one is ever there. I’m just tossed aside like the trash that I am, no one loves me, no one  gives a damn. No one to hold me as I  weep, so tonight I cry myself to sleep. I scream so loudly, yet nobody will hear. I dream so profoundly, but I awaken and you’re still not here. I shout and I sob, and curse the god above, why do you hate me so, when all I need is just your  love.

I don’t want to feel, / screams echo from deep within, / oh god make it stop.

It takes my breath away,  the illusion that I’m standing still. When actually I’m falling, falling back into the feels. The feels that took my heart, and ripped it from chest. the feels that ripped into my soul, and left the pieces for the rest. The butterflies, they again invade, devouring the monster, the monster that she once had made. now it takes my breath away, The illusion that I am still the man, the man that she once threw away. Oh but not to you , you that thinks I hung the moon, the butterflies may be here  today, but soon you will discard me too.

God sent down an angel to save me from this pain. She wrapped her arms  around my heart , and said you’ll never  be the same.  I took the angel by the hand and begged her to forever stay, she gently sat down by  my side and whispered  it’s ok. I promise not to leave you and always  give you love, God made  me just for you in heaven  up above . so I touched  her face and kissed her lips and said I will never let go, I will be the last caress you will ever need to know.

It hurts too much to sleep tonight, for she is no longer here to make it  alright. Her gentle words no longer soothe my soul, so I sit here and weep, oh how I miss her so. I toss and turn and lie on my bed, her voice it haunts me inside of my  head. It hurts too much to sleep tonight,  without her here to hold me tight.

Becoming the monster that  lies within, the old me is gone I am shedding my skin. The devil has now come to play, you created me and then you ran away. Now you look upon me with eyes of fear, for you know it’s too late, you brought me here . Now accept this monster I have  become, and the consequences  of what you have done. My beating heart, it loved you so, now it stands still, callous and cold. My love for you will always be, buried within this monster inside  of me.

It came upon a midnight clear,  your bloody hands, they drew me near./ I kissed your lips and held you tight,  we both knew I would not survive the night./ With a gentle sigh and a silent breath,  I looked into the eyes of my impending death./ Such beauty lies within your smile,  I implore you please, let’s just sit awhile./ There is no need to rush for I will not flee, I just want to hold you close to me./ We will speak of all the words unsaid, oh, how you get inside of my head./ Just one last kiss before we say goodbye, please comfort me in this one last cry./ You were sent to me at gods behest, my sweetest love, my angel of death./